Dawnrazor68

Dirt It’s so very hard, To look you in the face, When I know you think, I’m just a big disgrace. I wish that I knew how, I could make you see, What it really is, That you mean to me. No matter what it is, That you hear me say, You don’t believe I love you, Not even one full day. I’m nothing but a huge mistake, There’s nothing about me that’s perfect, Other than having you in my life, I’m nothing but a fucking reject. But I will tell you this, A million times a day or more, I love you with my heart and soul, And without you I’m just dirt on the floor. And when you say you’ll lea

Loser I’m nothing but a loser, I told you when we met. Always last in line, And always left behind. You said it didn’t matter, You said you’d have to see. Placed upon a pedestal, You let me linger on. I almost thought I had a chance, Swept away, in your sweet dance. You gave me such a lovely dream, You even gave me hope. Until the day, I let you down, I felt my world come crashing ‘round. I lost the love you gave to me. I’m nothing but a loser.

Cleansing I didn’t say, it was ok, for you to touch me, there. I didn’t say, it was ok, for you to take me away. I didn’t say, it was ok, for you to strip me, bare.. I didn’t say, it was ok, for you to force me, down. I didn’t say, it was ok, for you shove it in me, there. It will never be, ok. I was only a little, child. You are a fucking, beast. You took away my life, that day. I wish that it would go, away. But I will never be, ok. Thanks to you. I’m not ok. Thanks to you, I will never be, clean, ever, again. I didn’t say, it was ok.

To watch you walk away You said you’d never leave me, You said you’d always stay. Yet you leave me standing, To watch you walk away. You told me that you love me, You told me I could trust you. Yet you say you’ve found another, To share your life with you. You said I was the one, You said I made your life complete. Yet you seem to sleep around, To make sure I don’t drag you down. I watch you walk away, I feel my soul being torn asunder. Yet I hear you laughing at me. To have been the one to so completely use me.